Do you remember the day I went to get a plate out of the cabinet and landed my hand in the stick of butter you placed up there? I nearly lost it! We laughed! I miss the way you made coffee and the french toast... your homemade maple syrup... no one has that Grandpa touch; I guess that's because their not Grandpa... their not you. I know you are better where you are but my heart still misses you and does my skin... I miss your hugs and kisses. I miss everything about you. I know you don't want a tear shed but I will have to disappoint you there because I miss you so much and I can't help but cry sometimes. I love you! I wish you could have held Truett the night he was born; he is so beautiful Grandpa, you would love him! I know that you are getting to watch him! Thank you for being my Grandpa and loving everyone no matter what!
Love Always,
Your Brown Eyed Bird
Poppy,
I'm sitting here with my children, looking at all of the pictures we have up here. It's hard to believe that it's been a year. Jaxon still wants us to go get you from the hospital. He doesn't understand that we can't . Aaron just wants life to hurrry up so that he can see you again. Both boys want you to take good care of Baby now, hold on to all of their lost balloons, and by the way, she's not a stupid dog. I just want you to know that when I told you it was okay for you to go home and that we'd be okay I just wanted you to feel like you could. And the truth is that we survive every day because of who you were and what you taught us. We would not be able to continue this life if you had not shown us how. We all miss you more that we could ever express. It still feels too fresh. I think I agree with Aaron. Life just needs to hurry up so that we can all be together again. I don't want anyone to be left to grieve the loss of any of us. Jesus just needs to come and get us all so that we can have a real family reunion.
I love you Grandpa. and I still wish I could kiss you before I leave for work every day. My biggest regret is that your last good day here I just let you sleep. I didn't wake you up to tell you good-bye and I'm not really sure you heard me.
Grandpa,
Today has been a year sence you left us to be with God. You are still very missed and we all loved more than anything in the world. It has been hard knowing that you are not here with us. You were one of the best things that could have happened to me. You were there for things that most people would have just given up on. The one thing I am sad about is that not everyone could have been there to say good bye. That is the one thing Jon regreates more than anything. He loved you so much. I wish you could still be here to see how big Jerry and Jocelyn are. Jerry started school this year and he loves it so much. You would be proud of how well he is doing. Jocelyn is getting so big. She thinks she can do anything and everything. She wants to be one of the big kids so bad. I love you and miss you. Jessica Littlefield
Grandpa,
I love you and miss you. I can't wait to see you again on the other side. You are very much missed. I am very happy that you got to marry me to Jason before you were unable to do so. I know that you and daddy are taking care of my Juston for my until I can get there to be with them. I hope you all are watching over us now and forever. Just please make sure that you have fun up there. You now have no pain and can do just about anything. I want you to know... I loved to come vist you. You would make breakfest for anyone that was there. I loved to be able to have that with you. I just hope that you will keep an eye out for us here and make sure we do the right think. Like you did when you where here with us.
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER.
jessica littlefield
